[Editor's Note: Post-Rockist writer Amy attended a book reading by Chuck Klosterman yesterday evening, just hours after the passing of Michael Jackson. Klosterman is a former senior editor at Spin Magazine as well as the author of many books, including Killing Yourself to Live , a travel narrative detailing visits to locations where famous rock and pop stars famously died.]
“So,” says Chuck Klosterman, instead of saying hello, or thank you to the host, “Michael Jackson’s dead.”
Michael Jackson has been dead for three hours, and Chuck Klosterman has been on the road in Milwaukee, traveling from the airport in a south suburb to the downtown east side, where he’s giving a talk at Boswell Book Company. Consequently, he’s been away from the internet wildfire blazing forth from the news of Jackson’s passing, from initially unconfirmed reports of cardiac arrest and coma to the announcement from the mainstream media and the thunderclap of shock and grief across the world.
“I had the audacity to call my friends, who sit in front of computers all day” to confirm what his driver told him about MJ, Klosterman says. “The man’s been dead 10 minutes.”
Klosterman is at Boswell to talk about his new novel, Downtown Owl, but no one expects him to just gloss over the death of the King. After all, the music critic, pop culture commentator and former senior writer for SPIN magazine wrote a whole book (Killing Yourself to Live) about the deaths of rock icons and the way we feel, as a culture and as personal, existential creatures, as a result. Chuck Klosterman knows we are expecting him to talk about it, so he wastes no time.
“In retropsect, he may have lived the strangest life in American history,” he says – the lost childhood, the pressures of an abusive parent and the rigors of early fame, followed by international superstardom unprecedented by any other artist and exponentially platinum record-breaking albums.
“There will never be another record like Thriller,” he says. “There can’t be.” But after 1987’s Bad, during a prominent decline into eccentricity, bizarre behavior and outlandish tabloid rumors (some of which Jackson himself helped perpetuate), “his only purpose in life became being weird.”
Or notorious, reviled, or suspected of some awful things. MJ was of course acquitted, but “even if he’s innocent, he’s guilty of something,” says Klosterman. “He’s living with llamas or something!”
“It’s been 20 years since anyone said anything nice about him,” Klosterman says. “This is gonna be a weird, difficult death for people. Would anyone here consider themselves a big Michael Jackson fan? Would you say you relate to Michael Jackson?” No one in the audience is sure how to respond. A few people raise their hands. But no one really knows how to articulate how they feel about the man and the music he made.
But in the bookstore, less than five hours after his death — and later that night, in a smoky basement pool bar down the street, where we cram quarter after quarter into the jukebox to load it up with every Michael Jackson song we can find, playing the hits again and again–it’s already clear that in death, the man will be canonized, perhaps even loved once more, if not for the man he might have been, then for the musical legacy he leaves.
“Now that he’s dead,” said Klosterman, “it’s hard to think of him as ever being alive.”
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MICHAEL…. VC MORREU ASSIM COMO VIVEU, BRILHANDO COMO UMA ESTRELA ENCANDESCENTE, E E O BRILHO DESTA ESTRELA NEM MESMO A MORTE PODE APAGAR, NEM O TEMPO PODE FAZER ESQUECER, A CRIANÇA ESPECIAL QUE POUCOS VIAM EM VC. SERA SEMPRE ETERNAMENTE POP….BRASIL DF
Rough translation from the Portuguese, in case anyone’s wondering:
MICHAEL…. VC IT DIED AS WELL AS LIVED, SHINING AS A STAR ENCANDESCENTE, AND THE BRIGHTNESS OF THIS STAR NOT EVEN THE DEATH CAN ERASE, NOR THE TIME CAN MAKE TO FORGET, THE SPECIAL CHILD WHO FEW SAW IN VC. IT WILL ALWAYS BE PERPETUAL POP….BRAZIL DF
“…but no one expects him to just gloss over the death of the King.”, you forgot “of Pop”, at the end of this sentence.
There is only one King and that’s Elvis.
DEDICATED TO THE LATE GREAT MICHAEL JACKSON
1958-2009
“GONE TOO SOON”
You SCREAM when I JAM, and CRY when I SMILE
your THE LADY IN MY LIFE my LIBERIAN GIRL,
DIRTY DIANA my GIRLFRIEND my P.Y.T,
DANGEROUS is my lover, but no BILLIE JEAN
THE GIRL IS MINE, as long as you REMEMBER THE TIME
then YOU ARE NOT ALONE when the THRILLER is gone,
THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL made our HISTORY literal
now tell me is the MAN IN THE MIRROR a SMOOTH CRIMINAL,
theres no secrets, and thats how I need you to keep it
coming from my bleeding heart, the 1 willing to BEAT IT
I CANT HELP IT, HUMAN NATURE, a fall for it all
its like my, BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR is fresh OFF THE WALL
Ive been WORKING DAY AND NIGHT, and thats for BLACK OR WHITE
you WANNA BE STARTIN SOMETHIN’ girl and thats alright
Im here to ROCK WITH YOU baby, in forever a tune
cus when showtime calls, Ill be GONE TOO SOON.
Written by: DAMIEN HAMLER (a.k.a WARBUX)
7/1/09 buxaburn@gmail.com